It's been a while since I had two square meals in a day without feeling the urge to throw up; a while since I slept so well that I never wanted to wake up; a while since I my head didn't start exploding at the first opportunity it got.
It's been a while since I spoke what was really in my heart; a while since I didn't hold back and just confessed my deepest feelings - no matter how pathetic; a while since I slept in someone's lap with their hand casually grazing my hair.
It's been a while since I was hugged, yes me - the one who has always craved hugs; a while since I was kissed; a while since I was someone's smile or reason to wake up.
It's been a long while, yes.
It cripples me to think this might be the forever that I'd always searched for.
#And I can't stop the rain when it falls, my darling who can ?
Take it easy,girl. It's worth it,trust me.
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