// writing to somebody and nobody in particular
just to let the universe know that you're on my mind
and everybody else too
the friend i lost
and all the friends i am yet to lose
i think of my best friend and my body aches
because i haven't seem him in so long
i think of my half-twin-brother across the seas
unknowing if i'll get to hug him this year
i wonder about the sister in delhi
i reminisce about the one in singapore
i worry about the one in canada
and also the one who's only 7 miles away
i miss how your laughter sounded in my ears
i miss the horrible puns and the badly timed jokes
i miss the energy and the fun
i miss the long drives to nowhere
i carry so many people with me
i constantly despair
i'm desolate
i'm unprepared
i wanted to always reach my dream
but now that i'm here
i don't understand why i keep missing
being there
with you //
