- in the way i do -
when i'm left to my own devices for too long,
i don't know what i become
i may not be extremely special
but i sure am extremely talented at kidding myself about it
because i enjoy the territory it comes with
geniuses are allowed madness
and how else would you explain this dark madness inside of me?
that neither food nor music can quench
that love only dampens but never extinguishes
allow me to be mad
and alone
and dark
allow me to self-destruct
and yet, save me too
be mine
leave me
to my own devices
and watch me crumble and combust
as perfectly as only i can
as beautifully as only i do
